Hi Sean. Since this sounds like an existential crisis of sorts I have some basic ideas:

This is cliche, and maybe you have already considered this, but what would you do if you won the big Powerball and never had to work again? Is there a way to bring your answer into your current work?

Have you ever done a values exercise or considered what's most important to you? Could you incorporate those values more?

Have you ever met with an existential therapist or philosophical counselor? It may be helpful.

Best of luck to you! I appreciate your content.